2KVYOT3.L0VETukayote Helianthus v2Walking away from suffering.Walking towards love.With intention.
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Two years clean from kratom, and a display of Feel Free shots at the gas station still told me one won’t hurt. It will. This is the detox that felt like hell, the marketing nobody warns you about, the ban that finally hit Bellingham, and the guilt I carry for handing it to people I…
I’m sober, stable, and in treatment, with three providers who know the truth. I’m off the radar and access to me is closed. I still wish everyone less suffering and more peace. I’m just finding mine in ways they can’t reach. ๐๐๐
August was the month accountability stopped being a concept and became a daily habit. Five farmers markets, eighteen pier sunsets, two hundred sixty miles of walking, and 43,200 TMS pulses later, I held people responsible for the harm they caused, did not accept their anger as a consequence, and came out the other side finally…
For years, asking for accountability got me called manic. I know what real mania looks like, and this wasn’t it. Here’s what real mania was for me, what recovery looks like now, and how I hold my boundaries.