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> death_of_every_relationship.ps1> terminate_toxic_patterns.ps1> initiate_leveling_up.ps1May 2026 was a month of feeling everything, protecting everything, and losing nothing that actually mattered. 146 days completely sober. 71 days emotionally clean. 210.3 miles walked. Got hit by a mail truck and walked away. Felt the grief. Honored the nervous system. Held the boundaries. Said goodbye to what wasn’t safe. Said hello to…
February was raw, demanding, and deeply transformative. I faced everything I used to numb, made real amends, held boundaries, and did not repeat a single toxic pattern. At 53 days sober off everything, I am clear, grounded, and learning how to live inside a nervous system I shut down for most of my adult life.…
A simple and fun mindfulness photowalk today collecting pictures of stickers I found on cars in Bellingham. Shot with the Ricoh GRIIIX at 40mm.
A full-length exposure-therapy photowalk down Cornwall Ave with a 40mm lens and no agenda.
A black and white photowalk through downtown and the Bellingham waterfront, chasing lines, contrast, and quiet geometry.