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My Recovery and Healing Mainframe.
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> death_of_every_relationship.ps1> tolerating_DARVO.ps1> recovery.ps1> healing.ps1> love.ps1"When you take accountability for the harms you caused, instead of denying them, you and the rest of the world will suffer less."-Norberto L. Moreno, III
For the first time in my life, I can actually feel the love. Not as a concept. As a felt thing. I danced to prove it.
Someone called me a creep in public last weekend. Loudly. In front of other people. He looked at a stranger spreading anonymous kindness and reached for the most dehumanizing word he could find. He didn’t ask what I was doing. He didn’t give me the benefit of the doubt. He just aimed it and fired.…
Fear of being alone drove every single destructive pattern and decision I ever made. I didn’t know that for most of my life. I just kept running the program. On May 6, 2026, my no contact order expired at midnight and I walked to the pier alone, happy, sober, and left there completely free for…