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`My Recovery and Healing Mainframe.`
`> life_of_every_party.ps1 > death_of_every_relationship.ps1`
`> recovery.ps1`
`> healing.ps1`
`> love.ps1`

"If you could kick the person in the pants responsible for most of your trouble, you wouldn’t sit for a month."
-Theodore Roosevelt

December_2025_JPG.zip

December 31, 2025

December_2025_JPG.zip

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Took a 2400 mile solo road trip to Northern California. Worked my way up the Pacific Coast from San Francisco to the Oregon border. Cried a lot.

Walked 150 miles.

Went to the psych ward for two days.

Kissed a beautiful stranger at midnight on New Year’s Eve.

Took a “couple” selfies.

Started to discover who I am at the core.

A challenging and very transformative month with an amazing end!

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`Tags`

california, chemical sobriety, drugs, ego death, freedom, grief, hospitalization, in photos, labels and stigma, long distance walking, love, monthly recap, oregon, road trips, transformation

`This piece comes straight from my heart because I am unkillable love.`

`It was written with care and intention, grounded in my love, compassion, vulnerability, and gratitude.`

`It reflects my healing, my recovery, my acceptance, and my commitment to accountability and ownership, and to making amends through the way I choose to live my life today.`

`Thank you, truly, for taking the time to read this chapter of my journey. It means more to me than I can say.`

`With all my heart, Always and sincerely yours,`

`Tukayote Helianthus`

❤️

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